You have done this before. Different person. Different beginning. Different reason to believe this time would be different. Same place. This is not bad luck and it is not your fault. Your nervous system has been choosing for you. And it is time to finally understand why so the pattern can end.

Some people will never apologize. Never admit it. Never acknowledge what they took from you. And your healing cannot wait for them anymore. Because if your freedom depends on what they do, they are still in control of your life. You have given them enough of your years. They do not get your future too.