Your anger is not a sin. Not at your husband. Not at your family. Not at God. I have lived inside that anger and I want to tell you what I learned there. Anger at God is not faithlessness. It is intimacy. Job demanded answers and God said he had spoken what was right. Your suffering was not God's will. And the redemption He promises is available to you right now exactly where you are.

Maybe you found this post because something in your life is not working and you cannot fully explain why. Maybe you have tried to fix it. Tried to outrun it. Tried to build something over it that would hold long enough for you to stop thinking about what is underneath. And it keeps coming back. I want to tell you something today. Not as someone who has it all figured out. As someone who spent the first thirty one years of her life doing exactly what you might be doing right n

Some people will never apologize. Never admit it. Never acknowledge what they took from you. And your healing cannot wait for them anymore. Because if your freedom depends on what they do, they are still in control of your life. You have given them enough of your years. They do not get your future too.